awakening of music

The only art that has really moved me throughout my life is music. Like most people when I started out I was terrible but there was something to it that drawn me to it even though I was terrible. Once I was good enough to start soloing is when the music really started to move me. To me one of the best feelings is finding a groove you like and soloing over it. It takes me to somewhat kind of higher plane of conscious where my mind is completely empty and all I'm doing is creating music. I'd relate it to kind of like meditation where your mind is clear but in a different way in which your using your emotions in order to create music. Its somewhat of artistic experience that keeps me sane through all stuff we have to deal with in everyday life with things such as school, relationships, and work.